Defeat
Wednesday, October 25th, 2006We had a game today, competitive co-ed quad volleyball, and we lost all three sets. Whoaaa …. talk about being crushed. Our team was just not in sync, at least for now. But considering we only play 3 times together, that’s probably quite understandable.
All of my hits were off target today, my passes were off, and so were my sets … and for some reason people weren’t moving the way they usually do. All of us were pretty slow getting to the ball today, and were lack on hussling …. I can’t remember the last time I dove for balls so many times in hard court. Arrgghhh … I hope I did not add more damage to my already damaged knees …. oh gosh …. sometimes I wish I would think before I instinctively throw myself on the floor to get those balls. But if I didn’t, I will have this pain in my heart when I know I didn’t do my best.
I can accept defeat, I can accept failures, but only if I’ve given it all that I got …. and perhaps that’s just the way I choose to life my life with ^o^
My dear body, please don’t fall apart on me with all of the "abuse" …. ^o^
Uh oh, my knees are going to hurt tomorrow ….